From the Inside: Notes to Self
I don't know who to trust, no surpriseEveryone feels so far away from meHeavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceitEvery time I try to make myself get back upon my feetAll I ever think about is thisAll the tiring time betweenAnd how trying to put my trust in youJust takes so much out of me
Take everything from the insideAnd throw it all away'Cause I swear for the last timeI won't trust myself with you
Tension is building inside steadilyeveryone feels so far away from meHeavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceitEvery time I try to make myself get back up on my feetAll I ever think about is this All the tiring time betweenAnd how trying to put my trust in youJust takes so much out of me
Take everything from the insideAnd throw it all away'Cause I swear for the last timeI won't trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on youYou, youWaste myself on youYou, you
I'll take everything from the insideAnd throw it all away'Cause I swear for the last timeI won't trust myself with you
Everything from the insideAnd just throw it all away'Cause I swear for the last timeI won't trust myself with youYou, you
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I know this is pretty much full of angst. Its not thatI have a lot of it, but at one point I feel that I have a lot inside methat has been trying to burst out in the open and just reek havoc. No. This is not who I am.
I'll just leave this with Linkin Park's words. I guess this is my way of letting things out. Maybe I'm not yet ready to take me words and make something of them.
Moving on... Yet still looking back.
Looking forward to a dream of a wonderful future... but not yet.
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